I recently came upon an (innocent) old video that I had filmed of me and an ex girlfriend. We were playing around with each other, and inevitably ended up making out. As I watched the video, I saw how passionately she looked at me, the way she kissed me was so deep and powerful. I felt wanted, and I wanted her.
Shortly thereafter I cut the video off and we then proceeded to carry on in private if you know what I mean!
I wonder why all of our partners don’t kiss us the way she kissed me then. I kissed her just as hard, and it was always the same, we had such passionate times together.
These days, I’ll get a light peck at best, and when I try to get “passionate,” I’m shoved away. I don’t get it, and I hunger for that type passion.
What is a man to do when he expresses these desires and is consistently met with resistance and rejection?
Just a life long New Yorker sharing the journey through my lens. Please take note of a post’s date. The views I express here are subject to change and evolving as I grow and learn.
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