As I sit on this subway car, I wonder how I can explain this experience and yes, I called it an experience. This book was much more than just a book. It was an experience, the life experience of author Ivan Sanchez. The life experience of many young men growing up in the Bronx.
I struggle with putting this into words because there was so much emotion in this read. The entire time I was reading, I found myself rooting for Ivan and his friends. When one of them was killed or jailed, I felt deep sadness and disappointment. The book was definitely an emotional roller coaster for me. I laughed at times, felt teary-eyed at others, and experienced fear, suspense, anger, and frustration. This read took me through many emotions.
Perhaps it will make more sense to you if you know my history. I grew up in the Bronx and knew the area well. If you were smart, you would know to avoid certain places, especially Creston Ave. I can only recall passing by Creston once or twice. I usually stayed on the Grand Concourse if passing through because walking through the inner blocks was always risky.
After reading this book, I felt like I personally know author Ivan Sanchez. He seemed like someone I could have grown up alongside, and I am glad he is still around to tell this remarkable tale. I have never met Ivan, but one cannot help but feel connected to him and his friends after reading this book.
If you want to take a look into what life was like for some of us growing up in the Bronx, pick up this book because it is an amazing story. Shoutout to Ivan Sanchez for making it out of that life and for being a dedicated father. Rest in peace to all those who lost their lives back then. From personal experience, I can say that not only the victim is affected and I send peace and light to those left behind.
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