I’ve got so much on my mind monopolizing all my time
it’s a crime gotta let it out can’t keep this all inside
finally realize it ain’t weakness stop the lies
kill the pride on my mind let out a sigh I start to cry
I’m high I’m just so numb waking hours pass me by
I’m staring at the clock the numbers fade before my eyes
tears and I fight, fight the thoughts of suicide
Eyes closed, six feet under, look, everything’s alright
trying to keep it sane know I’m blessed can’t lose my mind
Spill it all unto the paper fight the pain bleed on the lines
Lyrical defense write the words to ease my mind
do this once again I beat those demons all the time
back when life was simple not a worry on my mind
smile put on the mask hide the aching I deny
truth its so real and there’s nowhere left to hide
Shed a tear, say I love you, I’ll always keep you by my side
I love you dad
